I love Autumn and Winter but the rain depresses me, I hate not being able to get out and about. As I cuddled Deacon last night in the comfort of our warm living room I thought back to when Grayson was so small, to when Grayson would smile and cuddle in close for comfort. I miss those times, although Grayson mentally is no older than he was 2 years ago, his sensory issues and suspected autism have caused him to become more removed and less happy with everyday life.
So today I decided to look back and smile at my beautiful little boy at a time when there was just the 3 of us, when we would sit in a local green area for hours, chatting, taking pictures, playing with toys.
Flashing back to April 2011.
No matter the changes, Grayson is my world, looking at him, seeing his Grey eyes and skinny legs makes me smile.