My Nana used to say to me “A Child does not choose to be born, you chose to have them. So treat them with love and respect.” — oh Deacon I try so hard to be a good Mummy. Our path is a difficult one, I feel as though I am failing with you nearly everyday. I hope this is a phase, a learning time and that you will learn right from wrong in the way you are. I am forever thankful you are here though. Even at my hardest points. That beautiful smile and those eyes that seem to be able to see into my soul, like you know when to use those words “Mama I love you so much”. Let’s keep going and cross fingers for the best.