>Baby Blues or Baby Number 2 ?

I turned 33 weeks pregnant yesterday, as you can see from the picture above my bump has got rather large, I have had some concerns this pregnancy with a bleed and blood flow issues for our little girl but luckily they have all stabilised at the moment.

I see my Ob-Gyn every couple of weeks and they still keep saying they think Addison (new baby) shall probably come early, this is where the baby blues hit I think?
By this point with Grayson, I had the nursery decorated, furniture built, clothes washed and hanging ready for his arrival and a hospital bag by the front door – this time not so good. At 1st I thought it was just cause we moved this past month and alot is still boxed but now I am starting to panic a little.
I have the obvious like a cot/bath supplies/nappies etc but apart from that she has nothing, I always thought if this baby turned out to be a girl I would have hundreds of clothes as I wouldn’t stop buying as would everyone else but it just doesn’t seem to be the case.
I know if I go into labour tomorrow I can quickly chuck some bits in a bag and we will cope just fine, we have enough family that they would rally round but part of me feels I am letting Addison down by not putting the same care and attention into her as I did when expecting Grayson.
I am sure its just the hormones and I shall finally pick up the mood and get things sorted, I know when she arrives I shall love her more than life itself just as I do her gorgeous Big Brother.
Thanks for listening to my concerns, love to all.

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Kara Janelle, Plus Size Blogging Mama. Vintage Lover, Interiors Obsessed, Chair Crazed, Collector of Much remembering to Smile as it is the 2nd best thing you can do with your mouth.