>Welcome to the New ME

>Hi All

It’s been a while hasn’t it, are any of you still out there? Well I am here, a little bigger, a little older (turned 30) and I think a lot wiser.

A few months back you may remember I questioned if I could carry on blogging, when I opened this blog many moons ago it was to share my jewellery collection, then my other crafts, then it moved onto to being a mama as well, so many things have changed in my life and because of this my blog has gone no where, I no longer get me time to craft and make.

So I kinda said goodbye to the blog, which I hated, it made me very sad, then about a month ago the New ME was formed, nothing amazing like a change in style etc but a massive change in my mindset.

Many of you know the story of my son, he is beautiful, Grayson is 21 months now and is a total inspiration to all that get touched by his sweet soul, when I found out my son had brain damage amongst a whole host of other things, I sobbed and cried and asked why me? I wish I could say I was oh well that life’s I love my baby no matter what, but hand on heart I couldn’t. I mourned and mourned for the child I had dreamed of, the boy that had been taken from my dreams, through all this I loved my son, don’t take me wrong I cared for him I think incredibly, doing everything I could to help him, but in my heart I always longed for him to be normal.

Then I don’t know why but 2 months or so ago my feelings started to change, my grieving process was done I guess? It wasn’t just a wake up overnight thing and it wasn’t till this past week that I knew how much I had changed inside, some may say it’s the carrying of my 2nd child that changed me, I am not sure but I now can put hand on heart and say I LOVE MY SON no matter what, I don’t think of him being different I just see a beautiful smart so stints naughty little boy. A child who lives in a different world than ours but I am not sure if not much much better.

So with this and the baby bump that grows in front of me I have decided to embark on a new Me through my Innocent Charms Chats, I mean I am still Innocent Charms, just a nee improved me and some of you may find my new blog hard to read, as I plan to post on days when my moods go up and down, about the fun and hardships that come with a Special Needs Child and that of a working tired mama.

I hope some of you keep on coming by, I thank my loyal followers for your support and kindness.

About Innocent Charms Chats

Kara Janelle, Plus Size Blogging Mama. Vintage Lover, Interiors Obsessed, Chair Crazed, Collector of Much remembering to Smile as it is the 2nd best thing you can do with your mouth.